Wednesday, September 14, 2011
worry wart
Confession time.
I am a worry wart.
Gross! I just got a visual of that.
I worry about everything, and nothing. I worry about things I can control, and things I can't.
Am I a loving, and supportive wife to Nick? Have I prayed for him today?
How long has it been since I called my Dad? 2 weeks?
Am I giving my girlfriend the right marriage advice? Were my words seasoned with love?
It's going to rain today, and BOTH of my umbrella's are at home. Really?
Am I going to be a good mother?
What if I can't have children?
Did I wear that skirt twice this week to work? Yeah, I totally did.
What am I going to do with my life? Do I know my purpose?
Am I enough?
Am I too much?
Will I ever finish school? Will I be 30, and still be in school?
Why won't she call me back? Did I offend her by something I said?
Am I a valuable employee?
People, we all worry. But why? Really, what's it going to do? Stress you out more? Put you in a bad mood? Yes, and yes!
Matthew 6:25-27 “Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing? Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? And which of you by being anxious can add a single hour to his span of life?
Y'all I'm convicted. Today, if worry creeps up into your day, just breathe.
Breathe and smile. Life is going to happen, and no amount of worry will ever change that.
Happy hump day, my worry FREE friends!
Love,
K
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
labor day wknd
It's Labor Day weekend...what to do?
Well, since we be boat owners...we went boating!
Yes, even though there was a tropical storm brewing out somewhere...we ventured it. Now we were not total fools, and went with some friends that also had a boat with a GPS. We're good :)
Truthfully, it was a fabulous day, minus the crazy wind, and the fact that I was so fearful of being tossed overboard, that I remained tense for like 3 whole hours. This makes for your entire body being unbelievably sore the following day. No bueno. But anyways, I got to practice driving down the river, before we got into the bay. Happiness! Note: No boaters were injured or killed in this process.
We got to see the Skyway from a different view. Very cool!
Once we got through the rough open water, we found a great fishing spot where the water was a lot calmer, and a school of "lady fish" were practly jumping into our boat. My kind of fishing, people.
They were nothing to brag about, as you can tell...but this was the first fish we caught on our boat! I would have been proud if it were a minnow :)
Sadly, I was better at feeding the fish, than actually catching them. They like shrimp!
Best part of the day...
Dolphins :)
How was your weekend?
xoxo,
K
Well, since we be boat owners...we went boating!
Yes, even though there was a tropical storm brewing out somewhere...we ventured it. Now we were not total fools, and went with some friends that also had a boat with a GPS. We're good :)
Truthfully, it was a fabulous day, minus the crazy wind, and the fact that I was so fearful of being tossed overboard, that I remained tense for like 3 whole hours. This makes for your entire body being unbelievably sore the following day. No bueno. But anyways, I got to practice driving down the river, before we got into the bay. Happiness! Note: No boaters were injured or killed in this process.
We got to see the Skyway from a different view. Very cool!
Once we got through the rough open water, we found a great fishing spot where the water was a lot calmer, and a school of "lady fish" were practly jumping into our boat. My kind of fishing, people.
They were nothing to brag about, as you can tell...but this was the first fish we caught on our boat! I would have been proud if it were a minnow :)
Sadly, I was better at feeding the fish, than actually catching them. They like shrimp!
Best part of the day...
Dolphins :)
How was your weekend?
xoxo,
K
Friday, August 26, 2011
want this, love this, need this
I am addicted to "The Pioneer Woman"
If you haven't heard of her...get in the know, like today!
Anyways, this was today's giveaway
PRESH!
I'm just thinking how perfect this would look in my kitchen. It kinda makes me wanna bust out the old hula hoop, and whip up some pina colada's.
Who's with me?
Happy weekend, friends!
xoxo,
K
If you haven't heard of her...get in the know, like today!
Anyways, this was today's giveaway
PRESH!
I'm just thinking how perfect this would look in my kitchen. It kinda makes me wanna bust out the old hula hoop, and whip up some pina colada's.
Who's with me?
Happy weekend, friends!
xoxo,
K
Thursday, August 18, 2011
ignorance is bliss?
I have a little routine in the morning.
I developed this a while back, and rather like it. My routine is...
* Get up...reluctantly
* Shuffle to the kitchen to start my tea pot. French press = happiness
* Whisper "Goodmorning, Jesus"
* Let Cowboy outside
* Water my herbs on the patio
* Pour coffee, become human
* Eat something healthy for breakfast
* Turn on CMT (for those of you yet to know this sweet nugget of joy, CMT = country music television)
* Sing/dance while I get ready for another day
Then Nick came home from D.C. after being gone for 4 months. Love this very much!!
His routine is different.
Nick likes to watch the news in the morning...probably like the rest of America.
I don't. I kinda hate it. Actually, I really hate it.
So, this morning the news came on. And here were the headlines.
* New Tampa teen charged in plot to blow up Freedom High School.
* Groom killed by shark on honeymoon, while bride looks on helplessly.
* CA teen remembers slain officers final act of kindness.
Exactly why I choose to not watch the news. Ever. Talk about depressing.
I know I should. I know it's the responsible "adult" thing to do. I should be aware if the stock market crashes, or if a savage criminal escaped from prison last night. I get it, but I think I'll stick to sipping my coffee, singing Jake Owen's "Barefoot Blue Jean Night" and thanking the Lord for another day of life.
Is ignorance really bliss?
So if there is a world catastrophe, would one of you "newsies" give me a heads up?
Thanks.
Love,
K
I developed this a while back, and rather like it. My routine is...
* Get up...reluctantly
* Shuffle to the kitchen to start my tea pot. French press = happiness
* Whisper "Goodmorning, Jesus"
* Let Cowboy outside
* Water my herbs on the patio
* Pour coffee, become human
* Eat something healthy for breakfast
* Turn on CMT (for those of you yet to know this sweet nugget of joy, CMT = country music television)
* Sing/dance while I get ready for another day
Then Nick came home from D.C. after being gone for 4 months. Love this very much!!
His routine is different.
Nick likes to watch the news in the morning...probably like the rest of America.
I don't. I kinda hate it. Actually, I really hate it.
So, this morning the news came on. And here were the headlines.
* New Tampa teen charged in plot to blow up Freedom High School.
* Groom killed by shark on honeymoon, while bride looks on helplessly.
* CA teen remembers slain officers final act of kindness.
Exactly why I choose to not watch the news. Ever. Talk about depressing.
I know I should. I know it's the responsible "adult" thing to do. I should be aware if the stock market crashes, or if a savage criminal escaped from prison last night. I get it, but I think I'll stick to sipping my coffee, singing Jake Owen's "Barefoot Blue Jean Night" and thanking the Lord for another day of life.
Is ignorance really bliss?
So if there is a world catastrophe, would one of you "newsies" give me a heads up?
Thanks.
Love,
K
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
love bucket
I was encouraged today.
In my devotion this morning, I was reminded of my love bucket. Isn't it cute?
How's it looking today? Is it sloshing over the sides because it's so full? Is it chilling mid way? Is it dry as a bone?
Am I filling the buckets of the people God has placed in my life, or selfishly seeking the well-being of my own bucket? "We know that some people in the world are bucket fillers. These are the people who pour into you and encourage you. They leave you feeling better about yourself and life than you did before encountering them. And then there are bucket dippers. These people are often running on empty themselves and deplete others of their strength and energy." -Victoria Osteen
Philippians 2:4 "Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others."
Today, let's fill someone's bucket with some love.
xo,
K
In my devotion this morning, I was reminded of my love bucket. Isn't it cute?
How's it looking today? Is it sloshing over the sides because it's so full? Is it chilling mid way? Is it dry as a bone?
Am I filling the buckets of the people God has placed in my life, or selfishly seeking the well-being of my own bucket? "We know that some people in the world are bucket fillers. These are the people who pour into you and encourage you. They leave you feeling better about yourself and life than you did before encountering them. And then there are bucket dippers. These people are often running on empty themselves and deplete others of their strength and energy." -Victoria Osteen
Philippians 2:4 "Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others."
Today, let's fill someone's bucket with some love.
xo,
K
Monday, August 15, 2011
life's a beach
Happy Monday, people. Is it really Monday, already?
Our weekend was simply wonderful! Our sweet friends were kind enough to lend us their beach condo in Treasure Island for the weekend, and we were happy to accept! I think we both needed a little break from reality for a few days :)
We picked up groceries Friday evening at the coolest Publix EVER! Not only is it directly next door to the condo, but it has a boat dock, and elevators!! I know, my dream!! I think I made a total of three trips. Just because.
I love little beach communities, because everything is so close, it only makes sense to walk everywhere. Believe me, I was feeling it this morning when I got out of bed. Pathetic! I love the simplicity of life at the beach. It's totally acceptable to stay in your swim suit and cover up all day, sport a make-up less face, beach hair, a funky sunburn, and sand between your toes (and in your bed). It just makes me so happy.
We slept late, ate way too many cookies, and did whatever we felt like. Total bliss! Our friends and their kids joined us on Saturday evening for dinner and watching the sunset. It thrills my soul to see the sweet innocence of children at the beach. I love to hear their giggles as they try to run through the sand hills, and see their little toes curl tightly in the shoreline as the waves pull backward into the surf. Such a fun evening.
Poor Nick spent most of the time inside...Dr's orders. No beach, but he never complained, and got to watch from the balcony. Such a trooper!
That's our fun...what did y'all do?
xo,
K
Our weekend was simply wonderful! Our sweet friends were kind enough to lend us their beach condo in Treasure Island for the weekend, and we were happy to accept! I think we both needed a little break from reality for a few days :)
We picked up groceries Friday evening at the coolest Publix EVER! Not only is it directly next door to the condo, but it has a boat dock, and elevators!! I know, my dream!! I think I made a total of three trips. Just because.
I love little beach communities, because everything is so close, it only makes sense to walk everywhere. Believe me, I was feeling it this morning when I got out of bed. Pathetic! I love the simplicity of life at the beach. It's totally acceptable to stay in your swim suit and cover up all day, sport a make-up less face, beach hair, a funky sunburn, and sand between your toes (and in your bed). It just makes me so happy.
We slept late, ate way too many cookies, and did whatever we felt like. Total bliss! Our friends and their kids joined us on Saturday evening for dinner and watching the sunset. It thrills my soul to see the sweet innocence of children at the beach. I love to hear their giggles as they try to run through the sand hills, and see their little toes curl tightly in the shoreline as the waves pull backward into the surf. Such a fun evening.
Poor Nick spent most of the time inside...Dr's orders. No beach, but he never complained, and got to watch from the balcony. Such a trooper!
That's our fun...what did y'all do?
xo,
K
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
a painful blessing
Well hello there! How are you all? I'm sorry it's been a while since I posted. I've got so much to tell you, but let me start by saying...
God is so good, & His timing is so perfect.
To make a long story somewhat short (I'm not very good at this) Nick had a severe gallbladder attack 2 (or so) weeks ago. He went to the ER in D.C. with extreme abdominal pain. They did a CT, & blood work, but found nothing. They sent him home with 2 perscriptions, & told him to rest. I was worried sick, & just wanted him to get home right away. Something was very wrong, & he needed to see a doctor. Thankfully he got a late flight out of D.C Wednesday evening, & I almost cried when I saw him. He looked pale, sick, & very weak. We should have gone right to the ER, but he refused, & just wanted to go home to sleep.
Wrong answer.
At 2 am the next morning, he was in even more pain. I knew we needed to get to the hospital quickly. Once we got checked in, they began to run more tests. Finally they did an ultrasound, & discovered his gallbladder was in bad shape. It was full of stones, & severely inflamed. By 9 am, he was admitted, on heavy antibiotics, & on a morphine drip. They kept him through the weekend, & scheduled his surgery for Monday. He was inoperable until the inflamation subsided.
Come Monday, amazingly Nick wasn't in any pain at all! Huge relief, but agreed that surgery was the best decision. After a healthy dose of "happy juice" I kissed him goodbye, & watched as they wheeled him back to the OR.Y'all, I admit, I was a little emotional. This was the first time Nick had ever had surgery, & I was just being a wife. They gave us a number to follow his progress on the big T.V.'s in the waiting room, & I anxiously awaited an update. About an hour into surgery, I got a call from the OR saying that there was a lot more damage than anticipated. He would be in for a few more hours. Then I just began to pray.
3 hours later, Nick's surgeon, came to talk to us. He explained that he had never seen such a thing in his life! Nick's gallbladder was black, completely dead, & gangrene had began to set in to his bile ducts, & the side of his stomach. They inserted a drainage tube into his side to monitor any remaining infection in hopes that they removed it all during surgery. If he had not had that attack in D.C. things could have been bad. Really bad.
The following days were just a blur. I stayed with him for two nights dozing off & on in the little hard recliner by his bedside. It was in those nights that I just watched him breath, & silently thanked our great God for sparing his life, & his health. I smiled when his eyes opened long enough to squeeze my hand, & say, "Thank you, Kris. I love you." He won't ever remember the sweet names he called me on those nights, but I will never forget them.
Last Friday he was released to come home, & we were both crazy excited! I'm so proud of how well he is doing, & thankful that each day is better than before. His staples came out yesterday (he is going to have one wicked scar) & has been cleared to resume regular activity (in moderation) NO lifting anything heavier than a gallon of milk for 1 month. Funny how the other night, I noticed his backpack had mysteriously moved from the floor to the top of our huge ottoman in the living room.
Me: "Um, yeah, how did this get up here?"
Nick: "Huh?"
Me: "Nick!"
Nick: "Cowboy helped me get it up there. He's the best little dog."
It's going to be a long few weeks...
Thank you all for all your prayers, sweet friends. Y'all are amazing!
All my love,
K
God is so good, & His timing is so perfect.
To make a long story somewhat short (I'm not very good at this) Nick had a severe gallbladder attack 2 (or so) weeks ago. He went to the ER in D.C. with extreme abdominal pain. They did a CT, & blood work, but found nothing. They sent him home with 2 perscriptions, & told him to rest. I was worried sick, & just wanted him to get home right away. Something was very wrong, & he needed to see a doctor. Thankfully he got a late flight out of D.C Wednesday evening, & I almost cried when I saw him. He looked pale, sick, & very weak. We should have gone right to the ER, but he refused, & just wanted to go home to sleep.
Wrong answer.
At 2 am the next morning, he was in even more pain. I knew we needed to get to the hospital quickly. Once we got checked in, they began to run more tests. Finally they did an ultrasound, & discovered his gallbladder was in bad shape. It was full of stones, & severely inflamed. By 9 am, he was admitted, on heavy antibiotics, & on a morphine drip. They kept him through the weekend, & scheduled his surgery for Monday. He was inoperable until the inflamation subsided.
Come Monday, amazingly Nick wasn't in any pain at all! Huge relief, but agreed that surgery was the best decision. After a healthy dose of "happy juice" I kissed him goodbye, & watched as they wheeled him back to the OR.Y'all, I admit, I was a little emotional. This was the first time Nick had ever had surgery, & I was just being a wife. They gave us a number to follow his progress on the big T.V.'s in the waiting room, & I anxiously awaited an update. About an hour into surgery, I got a call from the OR saying that there was a lot more damage than anticipated. He would be in for a few more hours. Then I just began to pray.
3 hours later, Nick's surgeon, came to talk to us. He explained that he had never seen such a thing in his life! Nick's gallbladder was black, completely dead, & gangrene had began to set in to his bile ducts, & the side of his stomach. They inserted a drainage tube into his side to monitor any remaining infection in hopes that they removed it all during surgery. If he had not had that attack in D.C. things could have been bad. Really bad.
The following days were just a blur. I stayed with him for two nights dozing off & on in the little hard recliner by his bedside. It was in those nights that I just watched him breath, & silently thanked our great God for sparing his life, & his health. I smiled when his eyes opened long enough to squeeze my hand, & say, "Thank you, Kris. I love you." He won't ever remember the sweet names he called me on those nights, but I will never forget them.
Last Friday he was released to come home, & we were both crazy excited! I'm so proud of how well he is doing, & thankful that each day is better than before. His staples came out yesterday (he is going to have one wicked scar) & has been cleared to resume regular activity (in moderation) NO lifting anything heavier than a gallon of milk for 1 month. Funny how the other night, I noticed his backpack had mysteriously moved from the floor to the top of our huge ottoman in the living room.
Me: "Um, yeah, how did this get up here?"
Nick: "Huh?"
Me: "Nick!"
Nick: "Cowboy helped me get it up there. He's the best little dog."
It's going to be a long few weeks...
Thank you all for all your prayers, sweet friends. Y'all are amazing!
All my love,
K
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)